I know I’ve sort of disappeared from your life
But that’s cause I’m really happy
You’ve been replaced.
I leaving just like you did.
Sorry but this is goodbye, forever.
To the ones that filled my void, I’m sad to leave you
But with the time we have left
I will create stories to write about again.
I don’t have many followers but for the ones that keep up with me I would just like to say thank you. As a starter and fairly poor writer it means a lot to have even 1 person pay attention.
Also side note, this isn’t my main blog, so if you were wanting a follow back, just know it won’t be from this blog.
Thank you again, and enjoy the rest of your days and nights :)
My hearts been racing a lot lately, even when I sit and breath.
Maybe this my just my steady beat, now.
I put forth no identity in my writing
I’m so afraid that the ones I know
will know me, truly.
Every insecurity, every mistake,
every memory that I have regrets about,
about how I didn’t do this or say that
or how, even though I treat you like shit lately,
deep down I wish I wouldn’t, didn’t.
I’m suffocating with pressure, and so is my surroundings.
I’m going to lose so much in the coming months
and Yes I do have choices,
but why even value it, if it is a death sentence to
some, on either side.
I am a conflicted being and
it makes every heart beat ache with confusion and uncomfortable relief.
Life is hard, always, but right now it’s exhausting my last breath from me.
Go spend something
Whether it’s money, love, feelings, words, silly faces
Sooner or later you will lose it.
Go get a taste of life.
I have lost sight.
Where has my urge gone?
Lacking It is.
I missed writing.
Yet I don’t write.
I missed liking her.
Yet I don’t like her, I think.
I missed heart races.
Yet I don’t take chances.
Time is slipping like grains of sand
in the hands of a person sitting idly.
Life is passing by and life has passed by.
Hopefully I start passing life soon enough.